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I thought you would be my solace My soft place to land A calm in the storm of my thoughts My helping hand It's times like these When I can't see through the tears I wonder how anyone could truly love me The sum of all fears Feelings of rejection Abandonment and anxiety I know it’s a lot to handle Yet, you were the one who agreed Maybe I’m just too much Or is it that I’m not enough? I’m trying to change my entire mindset This paradigm shift is rough They say lay your burdens down Trust the process and don’t give up But what do you do when 50/50  Keeps coming up short?

Bonnie & Clyde? They have nothing on us I tell you it's time to ride, you never put up a fuss Since 06 we've been friends, special place in my heart Since 06 I wanted to mend Heal, figure out & restart People don't really understand what keeps us together What allows us to hold on during good times & stormy weather It's not a secret & I'm willing to share How we got over the hill & became a pair Our love story is not perfect, I'm no princess Her armor isn't very shiny & neither  is my sundress Our romance isn't one that you'd see in a movie It's not a fairy tale nor the fodder of bedtime stories It's jus real, it's jus us, it's more than LOVE It's what true happiness feels like when blessed by Jah above You see- love is not jus something you say it's something you do Actions always speak louder than words, be true to you

Poetry in my heart My love is art All I want is to show you Why it's a verb.  Still yourself Relax and melt Into my tattoos It's more than a word Remember when We began again Me and you Do not disturb.  You love me Need me 1+1 is two Listen to the reverb. 

You're everything they talk about in 90s r&b songs You're beautiful, intelligent, and mean no one no harm You uplift me and allow opportunities to right my wrongs You've seen the worst I have to offer and still wrap me in your arms You help me to see myself clearly, my true form You gave me your heart when our love was born

There's a war being waged, entirely in my mind I wish there was an off switch, that would be sublime The panic creeps in, taking away all the breathing room In just moments I revert to infantile emotional outburst Uncomfortable and uncontrollable Tears drowning out all of the well wishes and positive thoughts Sometimes the rainbow isn't enough and yes, it's been considered I take the pills, I take the deep breaths, I take it all in stride but then I hide Guilt and shame for feeling this way, guilt and shame for not knowing what to do, guilt and shame for not being able to fake it or take it any longer Who moved my cheese? Why now, after being strong for so long can I not hack it? Why is it so hard to just be? Have I lost my path to my purpose? Am I what people say I am or are they just being far too kind? Will I ever get beyond this or is it my nature? So many questions and thoughts always plaguing my mental I want peace. ...